In fact, this new report claims Joan considered killing herself at least three times! In her final tortured days, the 81-year-old stand-up star was suffering from “total exhaustion” and was ready to pack it in, according to members of her inner circle.
“Age sucks,” she said. “I don’t want to be incapacitated. If I can’t get up and work and do my act, I don’t want to live.”