BRAINWASHED JAYCEE DUGARD: “I STILL LOVE HIM”

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A deeply confused Jaycee Dugard has begged to visit Phillip Garrido as therapists struggle to deprogram her from 18 years of brainwashing by the monster kidnapper.

"It’s a fight for Jaycee’s mind," declared a source close to the case.

"Jaycee sometimes can’t grasp she’s finally free. She has fought her family and therapists, saying she wants to go back to Phil and his wife Nancy.

"For 18 years, they were the only family she knew."

Jaycee seems to realize what Garrido and his wife allegedly did to her is wrong – and says she will testify against them at their trial, revealed an insider. "But at times, she is torn and still has feelings for Phil and Nancy.

"She tells her family: ‘I can’t help it. I still love him.’"

An ENQUIRER investigation discovered that deprogrammers arranged for top psychiatric experts to assist with the struggle to free Jaycee from her mental shackles – and we uncovered startling details of her life today.

"After Garrido’s arrest, Jaycee told prosecutors that since she’s now safe and back with her family, she wanted them to drop charges against Phil and his wife," disclosed the insider.

"She told them she wanted to visit him in jail, but that never happened.

"Jaycee also wrote messages for Garrido, but they weren’t delivered. She wanted to tell him she was concerned about him. She also intended to tell him she didn’t want him prosecuted."

Garrido, 58, had been such a controlling monster that "he totally took over Jaycee’s mind," says the source close to the case.

"He convinced her it was God’s will for him to kidnap her when she was 11, rape her, and have her give birth to his two daughters."

Frustrated therapists, trying to deprogram the 29-year-old victim, had two psychiatrists travel from Los Angeles to northern California to meet with Jaycee.

"While she’s delighted to finally be back with her mother, Jaycee is confused about what’s going on," said the close source.

"She’s afraid to go out, afraid to talk freely on the phone, doesn’t know how to handle money and doesn’t know how to drive."

Freed from her captivity in a backyard shed, Jaycee is discovering a whole new world.

"She is overwhelmed at being able to watch any videos she wants," said the close source. "But she doesn’t have any friends she can reach out to because she spent 18 years hidden away.

"She has shown frustration when she’s told that the man she grew to love is bad. ‘No he’s not,’ she cried."

Noted cult deprogrammer Rick Ross told The ENQUIRER that a cult-like mind control was exerted over Jaycee, and she will likely need extended therapy to adjust to the real world.

"It’s going to take time," he cautioned. "Her family just has to be patient."

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