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WATCHING a man die in a grisly suicide shaped the stellar acting career of “Breaking Bad” star BRYAN CRANSTON!
The three-time Emmy winner – who previously played harried dad Hal in the cult comedy series “Malcolm in the Middle” – says the horrific experience has helped him deliver gritty performances as chemistry teacher-turned-meth kingpin Walter White on the hit AMC series.
“Bryan still uses that disturbing memory as a motivator when he’s acting,” a close pal told The ENQUIRER . “He’s gone as far as saying it is responsible for every bit of success he’s had.”
The now-56- year-old star was barely making a living in New York City when the incident occurred, and he still recalls it in vivid detail.
“In 1987, I was walking to the doctor because I had a gastrointestinal bug,” he said. “I was just turning the corner when I heard ‘Bam! Blunk! Aaah!’ I turn and see a man on the street...blood on the ground, his eyes are turning up.
“I put my hands under his head so it would be softer than the asphalt, and I could feel him gurgling.”
Cranston mistakenly thought the man was a victim of a hit-and-run accident. But when he realized that the guy had thrown himself from an upper-floor window, the horror of it struck a nerve.
“I was so delirious from illness that, as I watched him die…I became angry at the man and pulled back from him,” he said.
That feeling stayed with him, and he still draws from it.
In a recent interview, Cranston noted: “Every experience feeds an actor.”