“THE DARKNESS” OF SAD MARIE OSMOND

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"I understand that place, THAT darkness," a teary eyed  MARIE OSMOND spoke for the first time publicly about her beloved son’s suicide.

Marie opened up to chat show queen OPRAH WINFREY about her fragility and rage over her adopted 18 year old son Michael Bryan Blosil‘s death.

As The ENQUIRER reported previously, Blosil, a first year fashion student,  jumped from the eighth floor of an apartment building in Los Angeles on February 26.

Marie recalled the very last conversation she had with Michael.  He had told her he had no friends and was in despair.

"When I heard him say to me, I have no friends, it brought back when I went through depression, because you really feel so alone," Osmond said.

"I’m not a depressed person, but I understand that place, that darkness," she said, referring to her own post-partum depression.

"I told him, I said, ‘Mike, I’m gonna be there Monday and it’s gonna be OK.’

"But depression doesn’t wait ’til Monday," she said sadly.

Overwhelmed by grief, Marie revealed that her sudden return to the Las Vegas stage within weeks of her son’s suicide  was a "calculated decision" because the "stage is my safe place."

Marie confessed that "I knew that if I didn’t get back on stage that I may never get back on stage."

Marie also denied speculation that her son was gay and took his life because his sexuality conflicted with his Mormon upbringing.

“My son was not gay,” she said.

“He wanted to be married and have a family and travel all over the world. And it wouldn’t matter if he was — I have a daughter who’s gay.

AND Marie revealed that when during her turn on DWTS, her son tried to commit suicide.

“He promised he would never do anything like that again and I believed him,” she said.